Love doesnt exist in my world.

Wednesday, January 30, 2008

HELLO !


In a good mood today, didnt know why.
But its a good thing aye! haha.

after school yesterday, went to PizzaHut-Causeway to eat wyf Sweethart,Cherlyn,Jiaxin&Kailing :D
then went to shop around after that.
Then me & sweethart decided to go to Woodlands Centre..
its a gd idea going there as im satisfied wyf what i had bought :)
then went home only around 6+ :D

& around 8, i went to ChongPang to get my new phone ! :D







K850i
really happy to have it..
hope i would stick to this phone longer ! haha..


school was still alright today..
ok, I shall update those photos that i should update, haha.


this two pretty ladies are my dearest :D


My SYG, Diyanah


Cynthia Caroline.


Studying in a Night Class. haha.


I would like to take this opportunity to thank my dearest sweethart FionaWee for waiting for me so long today after school. I sincerely apologise to you for the long wait. & iloveyou! Mwah.

k bye. haha

Tuesday, January 29, 2008

I just realised it was time for me to let go

HELLO !

I had been really exhausted for the past few days due to sleeping late and waking up early for school.
Planning of time needs to be done in order for me to have enough sleep so that I would be able to concentrate in class.

School would not be great for me without my dearest girls.
In class together with Cynthia, Diyanah & etc .. Recess & after school together with Sweethart, Hazel, Cherlyn, Kailing, Meow, Jiaxin& Huiqi :D
A great appreciation to all of you, loved !

I finally had a chance to visit Elwin's new house.
It was really fortunate for him to be able to stay there.
A pity that i did not remember to take some pictures if not every readers would be able to share with me.
It was extremely big, about twice or thrice the size of my house, as I expected.
It contains of 5 storeys including the basement and the rooftop.
I would be dreaming if I ever had a chance to stay in a big house like his, but however, I could make it come true if I work hard now.

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I had just finished reading my first book, I Believe You by LowKayHwa.
Its was really a fantastic story. Do read if you ever had the chance ! :D

I cant fins any mood to continue blogging, so i shall stop here.

It was a long day.
I had decided that I should not cling onto him anymore.
I knew that it was time for me to let go and I should and I would do it.
He's just craps and it does not feel like the past anymore.
Everything had change and I need to change to.
Forget this and move on.
Who says Celeste cant live without you?

Sunday, January 27, 2008

THIS POST IS SPECIALLY FOR DIYANAH !

i saw oready, touched lah ! haha.. thanks HOR. haha..
March, we will take the same pic & i will put as my wallpaper[provided its nice] ouhk?
lets treasure our last year together wyf Cyn & all, LOVE !
alot more to go !

Sleep early lah idoit ! <3

Friday, January 25, 2008

HELLO !!

haha. ok i know its time for me to blog now.
from my next post onwards, i would try my very best to blog in fluent English in order to improve.
i was really terrified when we were waiting for the Olevel's results on Thursday.
so everyone, lets do our best to succeed ! wheeeeee ~

alright, my trips. haha.
last Saturday, I went to penisula with my cousins, Andrea&sandra.
I accompanied them to buy their stuffs and after that, I went to Orchard to meet my dearest sweethart :D

Ok, obviously its tyme for the two shopping queens to shop!
But no matter wat, everytime when we have money to shop, there would not be anything for us to buy.
imagine we walked the whole of Orchard & we got lyke, nothing?
and everytime when we have no money, our favourite stuffs will appear out of nowhere.
Its really sad for us ah, to actually walked so much and got nothing in the end.

Then we decided to go Bugis and there was nothing much over there too.
In the end, I only found 1 dress, thats all.
Bugis was really crowded, so girls, if you all were to go there on a weekend, better think twice :D
& we decided to go another day on a weekday :D

Then awhile later, we went to take train to MarinaBay & back to our homes :D

the next day, we went to shop @ Vivo.
ok, Vivo is a place that would not sell anything that I lyke.
But was nice because I got to find all my ex-colleagues which I really missed (:

& Sunday passed.. was monday again..

whoooooo.. alright..

TODAY
school was as usual but nice as IT'S FRIDAY ! :D
haha. after sch, went back home & change etc..
went back to sch for Parents meeting session.. [ hehehe]
& after that, went home to change again and went down to City Hall to meet my friend.
& took bus to Alexandra Hospital.
Akram's admitted to hostital ! :(
he's got high fever uh, get well soon ehk !
may god bless you, takecare !
hais, its sad seeing him lyke this as he looks really sick to me.
just hope he would get well soon :)
& after tht, went back to sunplaza & slack awhile & back home :D
lalalalalas~

I was really afraid now, and I would make sure I put in my best efforts in all the subjects that I should=x
I really want to score well and I believe I could, if only I strive.
lets not give up, it's already our last lap.
Its time for us to wake up now.
Olevels ! Go everyone ! lets work hard together ! :D

k gdnyte, loves :D

Tuesday, January 22, 2008

why am i thinking of you when i knw its impossible?

well, forget it.
im tired, I've my Criterion to do ! grrrrrrrrrr..
goals, what to write?

i'll update on my trips soon :D
BYE

Friday, January 18, 2008

HELLO !

im back to blog here..

school's as usual today..
& after sch we have this poly visit to NgeeAnn poly..
but guess what? we wasnt able to go at last, wasnt out fault too, LOUSY..

after sch, went bck home & take a bath & went bck to sch again..
was to report around 2 i think, but we were late ah..
& then we waited & waited till around 3.20 & the bus isnt here yet..
all the buses had left except for our class's bus..
how sad ryte? haha.. but this teacher is so nice & she dismissed us..
whooooooo, cool :D
i think they have some system problem 0.o

went to Causeway wyf Diyanah&Fareezah..
they ate LongJohn & we went to shop around..
then after that hazel came to find us..
then slack2 awhile & took bus bck home around 6+
& now im at home, haha.a. i know its lame lah..

THANK GOD ITS FRIDAY..
but im at home, not going out.. surprised aye? haha.. nvm..
cos tml there;s SCHOOL for me ! -.- 9.30am ehk.
& im gonna go out on tml & sunday ah..
its hard that we have a break, so i'll treasure..

but its gona be hard this yr lah, no choice..
we will endure together! graduate with a big smile ! :DD

hmmmk.. gtg..
miss me aye! :D

which of these nights you gonna understand?

Wednesday, January 16, 2008

HELLO ! :D

back to update a lil..
school's been fun recently wyf Cynthia, Diyanah & co.
have been hanging out with them this few days..
yea, of cos fun lah hor, sayang, " WAH LIEW " the pissed off tone..
hahaa.. noisy lah..

& all the poly visits all.. haha.. ok, it seems that NYP is more fun lah.. watever..
sorry eh Cynthia, that i dint go with you to RP today.. wait lah, friday to NAP ! LOL..

ok, school's been lyke fun lah..
except for the after schools programme..
this week is no off day for us..
its really everyday.. ok, im very very tired uh..
but wat to do? ITS O LVLS THIS YEAR.. oh.. watever..
just study hard & i'll succeed.. hhaha..

IM BORED NOW SEY !
i dont knw what to say suddenly.. hhahah..

ok, sweethart says IM VERY FAT ! how sad, but nvm lah..
i wont be affected by any of these comments.. but she's not talking bout me lah.. im just jk :D

ok, i will stop blogging..
cos i really dont knw what to say..
tag me leh ! my blog's rotting..
hgahahaha..

CHEERUP, pls ! dont wanna see you lyke tht, where's that strong you ? jyjy eh !

Sunday, January 13, 2008

HELLO !

ok its tyme i update :D

had been going to poly visits during the last few days.
Thursday&Friday..
Thursday to NYP , Friday to TP :D

was ok2 uh..
i think its more fun at NYP. haha.
dont knw uh.. but quite fed up as we had to carry out HEAVY bags around & its after school uh..
& for both days, reached sembawang in the evening uh..
lyke 5plus.. tiring uh..

then friday was CCA open house.
wasnt interested to go at first.
but Cynthia told me to go wyf her..
then was lyke, quite fun uh.. dont know why..
maybe bcos i got to see him so many tymes. aha, whatever.

ended quite late around uh.
then after that went to slack around & went back home to change & come out again..
went to KFC to find Cyn&co. to wait for yingsi&xiaofang..
then after that went Causeway point to walk2 wyf Yingsi, Xiaofang & meimei :D..

hahaha.. they so evil ah.. throw meimei to me & go and walk pasamalam..
haha.. JKJK !
then awhile later around 10 plus near eleven jiu went bck..

& yesterday, went to ChongPangCC early in the morning around 10am.
then thought must wait very long to get the bursary..
but just reach there, pass them the form & the pass you the cheque then can go le..
wth.. haha.. so after that, went the chongpang to buy some food & headed to Northpoint to meet weiting ! :D
love her.. haha.. she woke up so early for me leh ! <3
then slacked with her awhile outside MAC to wait for afternoon de meal..
haha.. & after that, we went home :D

around 2, when i was about to slp, Halim msged to say wanted to go out wyf JinYong also..
then went to prepared all that uh.. & met them around 4 @ sembawang mrt..

went to town , Marina SQ and penisula..
had my famous amos again ! LOL ! he paiD ! :D
then had our dinner & went to penisula..
wanted to find Akram's bro to find out about him & khairin..
but i heard that Akram's bro had an accident uh.. omg, sad uh..
hope he's fine now.. rest well uh ! :D

& after that, actually wanted to wait for Yingsi to finish her job..
but quite late uh.. 11pm.. all of us tired.. hahaha..
so went bck first..


photo of the day ! hahah.. none's nice lah..


ok.. & i stayed home today to finish my homework..
gonna slp soon, BYE !
tag me lah ! loved.

why are you burying yourself in my memory?

Wednesday, January 9, 2008

HELLO !

heh.. i realised that i have much more tyme to blog when school starts..
haha.. ok im fine now..
cos i got a clearer view of the whole picture..
haha..
but whatever lah.. im not gonna care anymore, trust me eh.
im gonna get over him & move on, not into another relationship..
but to my studies! haha..
go Celeste :D:D:D

so school was alright today..
was almost late..
whooooo, hate the sch system now..
so strict uh.. -.-
lyke you late 1 min will die..
lalalas ~ nvm, its my last yr oready ! :D

hmmm, nth special..
but only that this is the ONLY DAY in this week that i have nothing on after sch..
cool ryte? haha..
From this week onwards, Every Monday, will be for English&Maths.
Every Tuesday, will be for Chinese..
whooooooo.. & you know? EVERY SATURDAY I WOULD HAVE TO GO BACK TO SCHOOL EH K.. wat the hell..
nvm, its all for my Olvl.. my hard work.. duh.. just go, wat can i do ? jyjy :DD

hmmm.. so bored now..
gonna go & do the criterion's compo online soon oready..
cool uh.. better than writing it out ehk.. haha...

alright, text me peeps!
missyou all..
& leave your tags here & comments @ friendster alryte? <3

Tuesday, January 8, 2008

HELLO !

alright, im back to blog & this is gonna be an emo post?
haha.. no lah, when will celeste be emo ryte? :D

OK.
i saw him yesterday.
i dont knw what happen to him?
he seems to change so much to me..
i really dont knw.. hais..
you know, i miss him so much, really very much..
that temptation seems hard to resist..
why do i need to cling on him for so long when i know it isnt possible?
whey cant i move on when there's someone who's much more better than him?
why? why? why? !!!!
hais.. WHAT HAPPEN ?!!
what happen to you?
& what happen to me?
hais.. why am i doing this?
can i just get over you?
can you pls stop this? grrrrrr..
& YOU BITCH. SHOO FAR AWAY FROM HIM UNDERSTAND?
WHY DID YOU HAVE TO GO NEAR HIM?
GO BACK TO YOUR BOY, DONT SPOIL HAPPINESS.
DONT MAKE ME BECOME LISTLESS..
lalalas ~
its ok, i would be strong anyway..
who are you? why should you change me? BOO
whatever it is, IMY IND IWY ! grrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

school's been alright to me..
i only cant stand every teacher who talks to us about Olvls.
duh.. stop stressing us pls..
i will work hard..

I, CELESTE OH , WILL WORK VERY HARD FOR MY OLVLS THIS YEAR TO ACHEIVE GOOD RESULTS. EVERYONE ELSE TOO, WILL DO THAT RITE?

go everyone..
just stay focus & dont think about these scumbags lyke i am alright?
i would STUDY ONlY ! BOOOOOOOO

& you, pls stop giving me this kind of look when you see me around in school..
DID I KILL YOUR FAMILY ?!
respect yourself pls, BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

Sunday, January 6, 2008

HELLO ! :DDD

finally..
finally i finished lyke a very very big portion of my homework..
im now left with CH's mindmap only..
whooooooooooooo..
can you imagine how happy i am?
im tired of doin homework for the past few days..
tired of so many things..
yah.. but im not gonna care bout things that arent important..

suddenly feeling kind of down now..
but its ok.. i know who really cares, i know everything..
i know who to trust who to talk to..
thanks for those pple!
loves!

gonna slp soon..
i wanna have enough slp so i can concentrate..
this is the last lap that im running & im gonna endure!
GO CELESTE ! :D

BYE EVERYONE !
GO ! loves..

Saturday, January 5, 2008


HELLO !

haha..
hmmms..

SCHOOL !
first day of sch was )(*(&*&%!^%#^@$(@!)
dint expect i would be sent back home lah !
my form teacher is as usual, Mdm Vani :D
this is wht i expected.. haha..
she said that my hair is dyed, so i was sent back home & i dyed back to black colour..
returned home, was really tired , cant take it anymore..
then i fall asleep till around lyke 6.30PM..

& when i woke up, everything was in a mess..
im told that i have to attend funeral & sorts..
hais, was one of my close relative, my grandmother's brother who passed away..
then my bro helped me to dye back my hair & all..
then we went to the funeral @ SinMing Road..

meet Sandra, Andrea all lahs..
then sit there & went back around 11

next day , 3rd Of Jan
went back to school..
was still alright ah..
hais.. but seriously, without hazel, im not used to it..
im really missing her lyke whoooooooo..
i miss miss miss her ! :(
nvm, hope your results would be better in your new class aye, love..

& after sch, went home & changed & acc sweethart to wisma & amk..
she went to repair her phone but was unsuccessful..
& went amk to do her ezlink card..
& had to collect the next day too..
relac eh k, love.. :D

after that, meet sandra&andrea @ amk..
then wait for my uncle to drive us to the funeral..
& lalalas ~ that same pr0cess..

& on 5th Jan
the last day of the funeral..
was the day to send him away to the other world..
hais.. you can nv imagine how sad & painful the process was, until you go thru it yourself eh..
now i knw.. & i really dont wanna go thru it again..
I DONT WANT TO ! :[

after that, everyone went home to sleep..
i only woke up around evening..
actually wanted to go vivo..
but was already quite late..
so dint..

but i went to amk to find xiaofang&yingsi :D
hahaha.. meimei was there !
so damn cute lah..
i feed her her milk..
wah, now i knw how tiring it is to carry a baby to feed her..
my hands are really tired uh..
hahaha..

went to eat all that..
then cabbed back to woodlands, for xiaofang to return her girlgirl to her husband..
then after that we go watch AlienVSPredator !
hahaha..
okok uh..
RATED 3.5/5
wasnt the type of movie that i really lyke..
but still ok to me..
very thrilling. hahaha..
then after that, cabbed home with yingsi again..
wah, BROKE LE LA ! hahahah..

& today..

went to vivo with Andrea&Sandra..
whoo.. so happy to see my colleagues & esp kak siti ! :D
miss them alot alot ah.. haha..
finally i remembered to take photo with them..



this is Tara, my in-charge ! :D
thanks for all the scoldings ! hee, appreciated all that you've teached! :D




Yixian! yea, she's very very nice to me ! hee.. :D



this two are the ones that always bicker with me ! :D


all of them are loved!
hee.. aiyah.. this is singapore lah.
i can go & find you all anytime..
dont worry eh, i will miss you all ! hahaha..

then after that, went to Bugis to shop around..
ate Pastamania..
wasnt nice this tyme..
dont know why.. ahaha..
but really ah.. not nice eh..
the baked rice was not baked enough..
haha.. lyke very wet ah..

hmmm.. then shopped around..
till lyke 9 + then went home..
took some pics with sandra..
nv take with andrea, lolS !



took MarinaBay's train back..
tired ah..
& reached home around 11..
BYE ! im gonna slp early..
i wanna finish all my homeworks tml ! :D


this survey is requested by renehneh.. haha..

F A V O U R I T E S ♥

Color : Pink, Red, Blue ...
Food : Stingray
Song : many uh. aha
Movie : dont knw?
Sport : Volleyball (:
Day of the week : friday !
Season : rainy days !
Ice-cream :
Chocolate, yam.

C U R R E N T ♥
Mood : tired
Taste : thirsty
Clothes : pyjamas.
Desktop : butterfly ! :D
Toenail : Transparent.
Time : 1204
Surroundings : Computer, bed, window :]
Annoyances : dont understand.
Thoughts : what's happening?


F I R S T ♥
Best friend : i forgot. haha
Crush : errrr..
Movie : Cats & Dogs?
Lie : forgotten
Music : ask my memories.. :D
Last cigarette : hahaha
Drink Alcohol : forgotten. but i hate it.
Car Ride : not sure.
Phone calls : think is my grandma?
CD played : ask the last next tyme.

H A V E Y O U E V E R ? ♥
Dated your best friend? : not quite sure.
Broken the law? : of cuz. haha
Been arrested? : Nope.
Skinny-dipped? : wat's this?
Been on television? : Yes! haha
Kissed someone you don't know?

5 things you are wearing : Specs, pyjamas, shorts, bra, panties. LOL.
4 things you've done today : eat, take photos, talk , shop.
3 things you can hear right now : my comp's song, downstairs pple toking, keyboard's typing.
1 thing to do when you're bored : think of him.

5 people to do this :
- fiona
- andrea
- sandra
- lynette
- winson

BYE

Tuesday, January 1, 2008

HELLO !


IM BACK TO BLOG !
firstly, happy new year everyone !
hope 2008 would be a smooth year for all of you :D

its my last day at vivo on 31/12/2007
whoooo.. really abit cant bear to leave them ah !
will miss siti so so much !
she's the best to me there, really..

SITI :D

& yixian too, missyou ! :D
everyone too (:
Minghui&Andy, still can see them on weekends..
lalalas ~
but who i miss the most is still my dearest kak khairin..
its been really long since i last saw her eh..
hais, miss her & akram lots uh !
:D

after work,
went to countdown with pple from sp :D
its always fun being wyf them (:



went to lau pak sa to eat first, then went back to a grass patch are to see fireworks..
the view's nice, its lyke the front view uh..
took video :DDD


then after that, walked back to mrt & slacked very long there..
waiting for guoliang i think..
then mrt-ed back to sembawang..
went to 7-11 with hazel to eat :D
haha.. then waited for her mum, then went home le..
reached home around before 3 :D.

went out today..
actually wanted to go town to buy my crunpler bag with Halim :D
then after that they say wanted to go expo then i anything ah..
but in the end at night still go town, but the damn shop's closed..
none of the times i went & its open eh k..

hhaha.. forget it..
& here's some pics..


then after tht, went to fetch yingsi for her to finish work..
haha.. i bluffed her so much & she still dont catch the ball till so last min.
haha.. cute uh..

reached smb around 11..

& guess wat?
ITS 5.15AM NOW !
im not slping ah.. still doing my homeworks..

im still left with History, whole thing..
English's 3 essays, 9 paragraph..
hais.. stressed ah really..
why do they have to give such so much of homeworks sey..
really dont understand ah..
-.-

ok.. im gonna try to complete as much as i can now..
see all of you tml , love !

HAPPY 2008 !
-to study real hard
-him to be happy always
-me to be happy too :D
-try to balance eveything
-success success success !
-JUST HAPPINESS, HEALTHY :D