Love doesnt exist in my world.

Saturday, December 29, 2007

HELLO !

hais.
when i saw her writing that, i feel really down now..
i really hate to leave.. but i really have no choice..
its really hard for me to decide..
i dont knw if i made the right choice or not..
its definitely not bcos of my work.. im gonna leave my work too for sure..
im gonna just study the next yr..
im not that happy also, not having my bestfriends in work..
& everything was so )*&(*%%$^#&@!$%(&^) over there..
grrrrrrrrrrrrrr..

ok..
since i've oready made up my mind, im not gonna change it anymore..
im really very sorry people !
i wan all of you to do well.. all of you to train hard..
Sembawang;s name nvr to go down..
Sembawang's the best, SMB ACE ! ryte?
hais.. altho im nt with all of you, but i will supp0rt all of you aye?
im still there when you all need me..
im still all of your bestfriends :D
i love all of you, seriously..

after around 2-3 months after i returned?
all the times spent tgt, chalet, movies & everything..
hais.. but memories are just meant to be lyke tht aye?
i will not forget, hope all of you too..
well, all the best for all of you ye..
loveyou all, SMB BGALS , NV SAY NO ! WOOSH ! <333333333

Friday, December 28, 2007

hais..

everyone left work..
now even my ahbang, Akram also left..
hais.. first is khairin, now is akram..
both of them are my best friends at work..
hais.. really dont have mood to work today after hearing that he's leaving..
ar ghhhhhhhhh.. hope that he has the chance to come back..
if not i would even have a slight chance to see my kakak..
misses times with them uh..
no more gossips, no more eh you bodoh, hey you pandai & etc..
hais.............
im gonna leave soon also..
i dontknw.. BYE

Thursday, December 27, 2007

Hello ! :D

im back to blog (:

OFF DAY TODAY !
dint even step out of my house door..
haha.. stayed at home to do some of my homeworks..
im still left with 6 essays ! HISTORY's
haha, i really hate history lah.. but how? no choice also..
quite satisfied, i want to complete all my homeworks asap !
cos i knw i wouldnt slp on 1st Of Jan..
im gonna stay up to complete my homework :D
who wanna join me? haaha..

hmmms..
days had been boring to me..
working & working..
then it seems that i've neglected many pple & many things..

im still thinking of that christmas night..
hmmms.. really dont knw why i spent it lyke that..
really not that special to me.. but its really a boring one..
New Year wouldnt be lyke this i hope..
how would newyear be then? 0.O

lalala ~
im bored bored bored..
im lyke so no life now lah..
hmmm..

im thinking of that thing..
how? what should i do?
should i just stop, or just continue?
i dont know ! i really dont knw ! hais..
who's gonna advise me? who's gonna tell me what to do? -.-

& yes..
I MISS SWEETHART ! SO MUCH SO MUCH !
next yr's our last yr in sch le..
hope we will have a really really great tyme ye?
with everyone else..
lets not talk too much since this holiday's gonna end soon !
next yr will be great! ryte?
iloveyou , always ! :D

Wednesday, December 26, 2007

HELLO :DDDDDDDDDDDDDD

IM SO SO SO BORED..

gonna work on my skin now..
im really tired of it..

haha.. anyway, work @ unitedsquare today..
sales was !@#$#%@$#@$
OMG !
& we closed @ around 5.. ahaha..




nice ? haha..
Ahbang's bike..
whoooooo, so big !

lalalas ~

went out to town with Fionaneo just now..
finally bought my FamousAmos..
but it wasnt enough..
so i want moremore ! :D

7 saw so many sales lor..
haha, no $ :(

k.. gtg..
update soon!

everyone, feel free to contact me eh !
love all of you ! muacks :D

Tuesday, December 25, 2007

WHAT A BORING CHRISTMAS -,-

ANYWAY, MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE !

Saturday, December 22, 2007

HELLO !

its been really long eh..
haha..

had been working nonstop these few days..
that day i think thursday, went to eat supper with yingsi @ S21..
ate stingray ! :D
but wah, the stingray really damn hot ah !
haha, both of us drank 2 cups of water -,-
but its nice lah overall :D
love to eat with her .. hahah..

only got to off ytd & went out for christmas dinner with them..

woohoo~
you know wat?
our lady boss's so pretty..
yea, nika's really pretty ! & so is marie(lady boss's sis)

had our dinner @ beside clarkequay's haagandaz..
dont knw that restaurant's name..
haha.. den got belly dancers there..

hmms, the food still not bad ah..
the lamb chop's really nice ! :D

then after that, we exchanged our gifts..
& Marie picked me ! haha.. she bought a converse bag for me..
she really bought a wrong gift ah.. ahhaa, but nvm lah, thanks anyway, i appreciate it very much ! :D

then we played games to win the tangs voucher & cash..
& SAD ! I DINT GET ANYTHING -.-

sad lah ! haha.. Akram best lah, he got $100 cash & $30 tangs voucher ! haha..
cool ! :D

the stupidest game was to take a pic ture with a stranger with the handcuff !
OMG ! haha.. i actually joined.. but lost to Tara & akram by 10 sec ! hhaha..

after that only left with me, andy, tara , her gf, marie&Nika..
& Nika brought us into a club? NO . haha..
IndoChine.. inside is lyke club ah.. but the music sucks lah.. no R&B :(
if not will be damn cool lor..
dont knw wat Nika told the security there & he only check the 1st person's IC & i dint got check..
cool ye? haha..

hmmms.. then cabbed home around 1+ alone..
lyke last tyme go home from rush sey... $22.80 ! :(

haha.. really enjoyed with them ah !

i find Nika very very nice to me..
LOVE HER ! LOL..
she's pretty nehh.. although she's oready i mother with 2kids.. haha..

today worked @ unitedsquare..
sales not gd ah..
then after that, till halfway, went to penisula alone to buy cardigan..
I LOST MINE YTD LAH !
forgot to take -.-

then went to the same shop again..
& guess wat?
i just got to knw that that guy, whom i always bought things form him is akram's bro..
LOL! hhaa.. s0 coincidential kan?
omg ! haha..

alalalas ~
my stomach feeling funny ah..
tml gonna work @ vivo from 3 ..

KTV ! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

k g0o..
takecare everyone..
loves!

you

Monday, December 17, 2007

ALL THE BEST TO ALL WHO ARE TAKING nLEVELS RESULTS TODAY !

& HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHIAWAI ! :DDDDDDDDDDD

BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!

hais..
tml , Nlvls results would be out !
im gonna see him tml !
but would i have the chance to talk to him?
oh stop talking about him..

im looking forward to this friday, 21st Dec..
as it would be my company's dinner day for celebration of Christmas !
hey, it looks very very fun leh, really.. haha..
but kakak not gonna go :(

i miss sweethart :D
& i miss so many pple..
this holiday is bored..
im working & working.. sry people..

training tml !
hope its fun ! :D
see all of you tml.. BYE !

misses

Saturday, December 15, 2007

HELLO !

haha.. im back to blog a lil..

went to vivo to work ytd with winson..
becos of him, i have to wake up a lil earlier..
he said that he wants to meet me 8.45 @ sembawang mrt..
ok im late by lyke 5 mins..
BUT HE REACH AT ONLY 9 !
grrrrrrr.. waste my tyme lor, i can slp more de leh.. haha !

then was normal lah..
but very tired ah..
then he break he came to find me to play my horse.. haha..


yes, i love the pink horse :D
we look so kuku ryte? haha..



this is how we charge :D
expensive ryte?! haha..

winson owe my company $9 LOL ! jkjk..

then we went to kopitiam @ B2 to pack go upstairs eat cos very full.
wah, den its very hot upstairs..
& he eat @ sweat.. haha.. Funny lor !

then his 2nd break, i was oready keeping the horses..
then he go buy food & eat all that..

& when i finish working, went to Fjord to slack awhile & then walk walk around vivo..
thought he would really finish @ 10 but he finish only @ 10.30 lor !
i waited 2hrs k ! haha..
& then we train-ed home..

on the way back, saw yanfen, peisi, siling shien & suying :)
woohoo ~ really miss them lots lah !
then alighted @ yishun also, to take things..

after that, went back sembawang to meet yingsi..
she help me buy my mango top @ wisma..
thanks so much my dear, i loveyou !
really love the top very much, thanks thansk ! :DDDDDDDDDDDD

hmmm..

today, skipped training.. :/

went to work only around 2, was late..
but aiyah.. not too much mood lor..
but after that was alright oready..
with the entertainment of ahbang.. haha..

hmmms, tml working full @ vivo again..
& i think Monday, i will sure be full @ vivo again :(
tired ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh -.-

alright, gtg !
takecare evryone..
nights, love.

Thursday, December 13, 2007

IM SO BOREDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

& training wasnt nice today..
jiayou girls, we can do it eh..
lets talk more ok? jyjy :D

after training, went to meet Fionaneo..
& we watched Enchanted ! hahaha..
a very nice show..
recommended to watch ! :D

i miss kakak eh..
hais, wonder when will everything be settled?
just before i leave?

lalalalalas ~

21 more days to sch reopens..
4 more days to his Nlvl results.. should i go? hais.. grrrrrrrrrr

i dont knw why..
you cant stop running thru my mind..
arent you tired my love? :[

Wednesday, December 12, 2007

hello ! :D

heeeeeee..
its been a long tyme since i last blogged eh..
hmmms.. should start with that tyme went out wyf Qinaide eh..
haha.. went training in the morning, then after training, went Penisula & Bugis wyf her..
finally bought my electric blue skinny, a cardigan & a tunic..
quite satisfied lah.. haha..
then went to have dinner @ Bugis's foodcourt..
ok ! here are the pics ! i will not upload ugly de lah, Qinaide ! haha..




haha.. & thats all bah..

then i think its tuesday, went to United square..
not working, but went t0 find kakak..

there's Dora's Best friends day there..
watched the shows lyke, 5 times oready?
its repeating the same thing everyday ah..
so bored ahahah -.-


then talk finish all that & went to KK hospital to visit Xiaofang & Meimei..
hahhaa, she's so cute lah !
seee.. hahaha





Cute ryte? hahaha..
then after that, bus-ed home with Jess & KahHuay..
waiting for her to become 1 month old :DD

alright, & in between, im working everyday if not, to training..

& yesterday, after training, went out wyf sweethart :D
actually was going to dinner for my ahma's bday de..
but then said brought to today again..
her bday's today eh.. :D

went town first..
ahahaha.. reached there only lyke 6.45-7? hahah..
then met her mum to pass her things first..
then after that went to Fareast to walk aawhile..
then cabbed to Bugis..
& we bought our sch bag :D
yea, the 4th same sch bag oready ! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

then we shopped till around 10+..
then went to toilet all that, only left bugis around 10.45 haha..
& i think we reached home around 11.30 ? :D


MINE GREY, HERS BABY AQUA :DDDDD

iloveyou, sweethartfionawee :D

im not looking forward to next yr's sch yet..
hais.. really sad ah.. i dont knw, im VERY VERY AFRAID..
but no choice, i will get used to it..

1. I CANT GET TO SEE HIM IN SCHOOL ANYMORE :[
2. HAZEL'S NOT WITH ME NEXT YEAR !
3. ITS OLVLS NEXT YEAR..
4. MY LAST YR IN THIS SCH..
5. I'VE NOT FINISH MY HOMEWORK..
6. I''VE NOT ENJOYED ENOUGH..
7. IM NOT PREPARED..
8. I DONT WANT TO FACE SO MUCH CHALLENGE AGAIN !
9. I REALLY WANT TO SEE HIM :[
10. IM TIRED -.-

ok, thats all folks.

training tml, how would it be lyke? 0.o

yeayea, Friday got Winson to go vivo wyf me ! :D

HAPPY 60TH BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST GRANDMOTHER :DDDDDD

& WE LOVE YOU THE MOST :)

Sunday, December 9, 2007

HELLO :DDDDDDDD

IM SO SO SO TIRED AH..........
fed up with things regarding my work..grrrrrrrrrrrr..
wats gonna happen next?
you are chasing everyone away ..


I MISSYOU, YOU

Monday, December 3, 2007

awwwwww..
you made me stop trusting..
how can you even say that when you only saw me once, lyke just 30 seconds?
duh.. really tot you were a nice & lyke really nice guy at first..
omg, why things turn out the opp way ?
nonono, no way man !

&&I MISS YUANDONG.
I MISS HIM ! GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
BUT I DONT FEEL LYKE GOING TO MSG HIM..
HOWHOWHOW? CAN YOU UNDERSTAND?
& LYKE EXPLAIN TO ME AS I REALLY DONT UNDERSTAND..
DUH-.- BYE

Sunday, December 2, 2007

HELLO !

i shall start on my wedding dinner..
aha ! :D

before going up to the restaurant, went to meet winson first..
haha, he's working, & i acc him to his break, den halfway i gtg !
sry eh ! haha..


he;s happily eating the nuggets

he took it for me! haha

able to meet up wyf Andrea, Angela, Sandra, Ah Zheng, AhJia & co..
haha, happy lah.. lyke long2 see one tyme mah.. haha..
chatted abit wyf them..
& the photos are here !
quite alot uh, so not gonna blog all :D

Angela & Me


Mum, Bro, Mag & me!

the teenagers :D

HAPPY FAMILY!

My Handsome Uncle & Pretty Auntie. haha, doo how to call lah.

My mother & me !

Sandra&me


Andrea&me !

yea, thats all i want to upload.. haha..
quite fun uh..
but then the food not nice ah.. =x

hmmm..
then friday, as usual working uh..
after that, went to Paragon to meet Yingsi..
we went to this restaurant, Indochine i think, forgot uh..
& my turn to treat her to eat ! hee..
the food there not that nice uh.. haha :D

after that, went to walk around @ fareast..
nothing much uh.. then went home :D

Saturday, skipped training again :(
got ready to go out oready, then Tara called & said that im working..
den had no choice uh.. went United Square..
sorry all !

Today, work !
damn tired uh..
today full, tml also full ! duh ! -.-

Kaiting & Yanyang came to find me..
haha, so nice uh.. :DDD

& Izzat also.. but dint tell me beforehand..
then i also not sure that its him..
haha..

then after work, went to slack wyf kakak & her boy awhile..
then took pics with this christmas tree !



haha, so small ryte?:D

then after that, they walked me to mrt & i went home..

&& XIAOFANG'S GAVE BIRTH !
SORRY, WHEN I KNW IT ITS OREADY TOO LATE, THE VISITING HOUR'S OVER..
i think tml, or tuesday or latest wed i would go k?
missyou! takecare ! love

lalalas ~
okok, i gtg, miss the whole world !
esp you